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I am a girl and I am emotional.
Something happen this week, I am praying about it, I read my bible I am talking to God about it. Yet its hurting me so deeply. I so badly want to just say, " Jessy you stupid girl, let go.... get over it and hand it off." In all honestly I have tried. Told my closet friend about it. Made the right choices and cried. Because the fact is, is I am not a teenager anymore! I am an adult, and I need to living like one. My choices are my responsibility. My attitudes can only reflect my maturity.
I am very drained of just knowing the 5-step process of making things better. I have read the integrity books, the leader books, oh and don’t forget the bible. I know how I am supposed to be, how Jessy should be.
It was just a pin needle prick into a quite lonely heart... but it was enough. Its just hard to go to my community, when community things are hurting. But I must. (Sigh)
(this is not a huge thing to ask me about... just random thoughts sorry if its to much not enough infomations.)
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| | Posted 5/17/2008 6:38 PM - 28 Views - 2 eProps - 1 Comment
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